:: hiatus ::

01122009 - TBC

:: word of wisdom ::

Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.

~~John Quincy Adams~~

:: my top 5 treat list ::

it is been a while since my last post here.

i guess it is about time for me to start a new chapter with new inspirations, new visions, new missions and new me.

i finally realizes that i never give chance to myself. to me!
i always put my needs, my interests aside. there is always anything-but-me comes first.
i want to set a new visions, missions and dreams (BIG).

for a start, i wish i can treat myself with whatever i want in my own way.


no.1: TRAVEL TO ANYWHERE overseas

my "travelling diary and album" ended on may 2007. it was ages ago! i really wish that i can fully utilized my passport, go to the airport, boarding on a plane and go somewhere, anywhere. i love travelling very much and i have to get it done ....at least once ASAP :)


no.2: BEACH HOLIDAY

this is also the thing that i always want so much. watch the sunrise and sunset, having breakfast + lunch +dinner by the beach. since i always do-somethings-else-first before do-my-things-first, i never had a chance to have a beach holiday even once a year. how pathetic..blerrgh..


no.3: SHOPPING like no tomorrow

while i'm travelling and having my own sweet time by the beach, it'll do no harm if do some shopping like no tomorrow. i'm sure it will make my "travelling diary and album" more interesting and colourful, perhaps it can be a directory for future reference.


no.4: COMPLETE PHOTOGRAPHY GEAR

in order to make my everything mentioned above succeed, i will get my photography gears complete with all accessories needed. i can take as many beautiful pictures as i like and make other people jealous of me. heheh.


no.5: NEW LAPTOP


last but not least,before i start with all my plan, i really have to get this sleek and stylish DELL INSPIRON 13's for always get me connected to the world. it is true that i should just relax and chill while i'm having fun out there but with this pretty little thin and light design, i can surf the internet for my daily dose of favourite blog, store and upload my latest picture while travelling to my social network page and most important thing..update my own blog. erm..what colour should i get?

i'm done with my treat planner. PERFECT!


picture courtesy of google images and dell oficial website

:: hello again! ::

Well...this is fun! I'm back ;)

pic courtesy of everydaypeople

:: fin ::

the day i lost my SOUL and everything

:: enough is enough ::

this words really hit me. i guess it is about time for me to get back on the right track as i used to be..sometime ago.

Don't compare your life to others.
You have no idea what their journey is all about..

btw,

Envy is a waste of time.You already have all you need..

so, for now..just wanna say

:: just try, to be nice ::

Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react


sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses


i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies


if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me


Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way


Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
of the reasons why


We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me


well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from teary eyes
if we just try try try
to open up a can of understanding open up your heart
i'm just planting seeds
cause i believe


We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me


if we could try, just to be nice
that could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
Oh that could be so beautiful to me

ps: my current obesession. been listening to this song since morning.

:: presents ::

birthday presents for this year. 2 things that i've been eyeing since....forever. hahah. thank you very much myMan!

:: anniv - 18m ::

Our 18 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: 28th ::

:: moving out ::

decision has been made.....I'M MOVING OUT! praying for something better.

:: decision ::

confused!

stay in or get out? each option has its own pros and cons.

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

note to me: istikharah please.... ;)

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: teacher's day ::

dedicated to all my friends, who wanted to be an engineer at first (you know who you are) but end up becoming a teacher and teacher-to-soon-to-be-engineers..ermm.. including me. ;)

pic courtesy of googleimage.com

:: name sign ::

You entered: s******* a******
There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 58
There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6

A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7

An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

:: birthday sign ::

found this. quite interesting info.

26 May 1981
Your date of conception was on or about 2 September 1980 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday.
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 5.

Your fortune cookie reads:
If you want the rainbow, you must to put up with the rain. D. Parton

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/5/1981 and ending 1/24/1982.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster.
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 22 Rajab 1401 (1401-7-22).

As of 5/15/2009 8:55:27 PM EDT
You are 27 years old.
You are 336 months old.
You are 1,459 weeks old.
You are 10,216 days old.
You are 245,204 hours old.
You are 14,712,295 minutes old.
You are 882,737,727 seconds old.

Your lucky day is Wednesday.
Your lucky number is 5.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
Your lucky dates are 5th, 14th, 23rd.
Your opposition sign is Sagittarious.
Your opposition number(s) is 3.

There are 11 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 28 candles.

Those 28 candles produce 28 BTUs,
or 7,056 calories of heat (that's only 7.0560 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.20 US ounces of water with that many candles

Your birth flower is LILY

Your birthstone is Emerald

The Mystical properties of Emerald

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.

Your birth tree is

Ash Tree, the Ambition
Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was in its last quarter.

:: denial ::

IZZIE: Can you please... please, just get out? I want to be alone with Denny.
ALEX: Izzie, that’s not Denny.
IZZIE: Shut up.
ALEX: Izz, its not Denny. The minute his heart stopped beating, he stopped being Denny. I know you love him... but he also loved you. And a guy that loves you like that, he doesn't want you to do this to yourself. Because its not Denny, Not any more.
IZZIE: An hour ago he was proposing. And now… and now hes going to the morgue. Isn't that ridiculous? Isn't it the most ridiculous piece of crap you've ever... [starts sobbing, Alex consoles her]

~ losing my religion, season 2,GA~

i watched this particular episode last night. it was the sweetest moment in GA.

nope,it was not when izzie and denny got engaged, it was not when izzie happily ran to meet denny,it was not when izzie so in denial after denny died...

but the most beautiful and sweetest moment was when alex said the words to console izzie and lift her up.

i really love that scene.

on different note, we are always in denial.

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: anniv - 17m ::

Our 17 Months Anniversary

ps: it is actually my desktop wallpaper at the office's pc. ;)

:: all full ::

MEREDITH: Just go to sleep.

KATIE: I can't sleep, my head's all full.

MEREDITH: That's called thinking. Go with it.

~ a hard day's night, season 1, GA~

sigh..

that was what i'd been doing for the past few nights, got my head full.

:: believe it, it is true ::

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: payday ::

ALHAMDULILLAH

setelah beberapa bulan menanti, akhirnya hari ini telah tiba. syukur. next plan please.... ;)

pic courtesy of googleimage.com

:: word of wisdom ::

:: word of wisdom ::

the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do

and

don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened

:: anniv - 16m ::

Our 16 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: movie review : talentime ::

Masa Tayangan: Sabtu, 3.25pm

Tempat: G16 & 17, Hall 4, GSC Alamanda Putrajaya

Sinopsis: (taken from the oficial website)

A talent search competition has matched two hearts - that of Melur, a Malay-mixed girl and an Indian male student, Mahesh. Melur, with her melodious voice, singing whilst playing the piano is one of the seven finalists of the Talentime competition of her school organised by Cikgu Adibah. Likewise Hafiz, enthralling with his vocalist talent while playing the guitar, dividing his time between school and mother, who is hospitalised for brain tumor.

It all started after Mahesh, amongst the students assigned to get the finalists to school for practice, delivered the notice of successful audition to Melur's house. His handsome looks attracted the girl. Early on of their relationship, tragedy struck Mahesh's family when his uncle Ganesh who had been the care-taker of the family since the loss of Mahesh's father, was stabbed to death on his wedding day. Melur thinking that Mahesh's silence was due to his grief over the tragedy became furious when she was continuously ignored. She regretted it however after Hafez revealed Mahesh's situation.

That changed Melur's perception of Mahesh. Likewise Mahesh, who grew comfortable with the presence of the girl who often quotes beautiful poetry. Mahesh, realizing that the relationship will be opposed, kept it hidden from his mother,still grieving over the death of Ganesh. Alas, the secret was exposed and Mahesh was assaulted before Melur's very eyes. Just a day before the competition, is Melur resilient enough to sing the poetic lyrics of her song when her heart is tormented by the thoughts of Mahesh? What about Mahesh who has found his first love? On Talentime night, everything unfolds.

Komen:

filem yang sangat menyentuh perasaan especially mengenai kekeluargaan dan perkauman

Kesimpulan:

i suggested that when you watch this movie, please think "out of the box" otherwise you will get confuse and a little bit lost.

:: haih la budak! ::

hari ni betul2 menguji kesabaran dan ketahanan mental sejak memulakan kerjaya baru. semoga pengalaman hari ini menjadi kekuatan untuk hari-hari esok dan bila-bila.


20 Keys To A Happy Life
by Author Unknown

1) Compliment 3 people everyday!
2) Watch a sunrise
3) Be the first to say "hello"
4) Treat everyone as you want to be treated
5) Live beneath your means
6) Never give up on anybody - miracles happen!
7) Remember someone's name
8) Be kinder than you have to be
9) Wish not for things, but for wisdom and courage
10) Be tough-minded, but tender hearted
11) Don't forget that a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated
12) Keep your promises
13) Leave everything better than you found it
14) Show cheerfulness even when you don't feel it
15) Remember that winners do what losers don't want to do
16) Remember that overnight success usually takes 15 years
17) When you arrive at your job in the morning, let the first thing you say brighten everyone's day
18) Don't rain on other people's parades
19) Be patient
20) Don't waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them!

:: tahajud cinta ::

berpeluang menonton teater ini secara free pada malam semalam. walaupun masuk beberapa minit selepas teater bermula, masih tidak mengganggu sudut pemahaman cerita.

kesimpulannya, sangat meninggalkan kesan.

:: aftermath ::

random facts after one month here..

....i'm currently staying with two single lecturers. trying my best to get a single house as soon as possible. pray hard....got 2 subjects as main and 2 subjects as assistant. pheww....still struggling to prepare and study the subjects....only stay here for 5 days per week since i'm going home every weekend. thank god!....in the middle of adjusting to the whole environment, office+colleagues+students+life..

overall, everything is fine and ok. eventhough it is not fine at all....

:: anniv - 15m ::

Our 15 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: S type ::

1. What is your name : syai

2. A four Letter Word : sure!

3. A boy's Name : sayf

4. A girl's Name : sarish

5. An occupation : soul-searcher

6. A color : sweet pink ada ke?

7. Something you'll wear : shirt

9. A food : shrimp

10. Something found in the bathroom : soap

11. A place : san fransisco

12. A reason for being late : sleeping

13. Something you'd shout : sh*t!!!!

14. A movie title : serendipity

15. Something you drink : slurpee

16. A musical group : samsons

17. An animal : sugar glider

18. A street name : seksyen 8

19. A type of car : S class mercedes-benz

20. The title of a song : show me the meaning of being lonely

:: name playing tagged ::

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Saidatul Asyikin Mohamed

2. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother and fathers middle names)
Binti Bin

3. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Paan Ishak
mcm nama org italy je ek

4. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
MohAs

5. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Rainbow Fish
actually i don't have any favourite animal, but fish will do

6. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, town where you were born)
Asyikin KP
hahahhahahhahaha

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The White PlainWater
i really love to drink plain water

8. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
SaEd

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
DontHaveAny Qiraati

10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
DontHaveAny Bahagia
apakah??

11. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
SaiIzzle
macho gak ek

12. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name)
AHAS

13. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black DontHaveAny

14. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav candy)
Anaiya Rocher
very the sexxxyyy

15. FAKE ID NAME: (Last name of a male friend, Last name of a female friend)
TooMany TooManyToo
hahahhaha..gotcha!

:: movie review : slumdog millionaire & benjamin button ::

Masa Tayangan: can't remember, since i watched it at home

Tempat: in front of the laptop in the bedroom

Sinopsis:

seorang remaja lelaki yang menyertai sebuah rancangan kuiz dan berjaya menjawab semua soalan. sebelum soalan yang terakhir, dia telah ditangkap kerana disyaki menipu. dia akhirnya menceritakan bagaimana dia mengetahui jawapan utk kesemua soalan iaitu berdasarkan kisah hidupnya sendiri.

Komen:

jalan cerita yang menarik, tidak membosankan walaupun without pelakon-pelakon yang popular. really inspiring.

Kesimpulan:

can't take my eyes off the screen! sangat best! enuff.

my favourite scene of all. haha.

Masa Tayangan: also can't remember

Tempat: also in front of the laptop in the bedroom

Sinopsis:

bila kehidupan anda menjadi backward. lahir sebagai tua dan meningkat usia dengan semakin muda.

Komen:

mempunyai mesej yang mendalam sehingga tidak tahu bagaimana untuk mengomen. huhu.

Kesimpulan:

terlelap beberapa kali sepanjang filem ini. mungkin terlalu banyak bercakap.

:: twisted path ::

tepat jam 6, 12 Febuari 2009, saya dengan rasminya telah meninggalkan kerjaya sebagai seorang jurutera...FOREVER maybe.

insyaAllah, 16 Febuari 2009, saya akan memulakan kerjaya baru, persekitaran baru, semangat baru, hidup baru. ini yg terbaik mungkin.

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains

Long before we knew we could
There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe somehow you will

You will when you believe

~ when you believe, mariah carey & whitney houston~

:: book review : travelog haji ::

just bought it last friday and got time to read it on sunday. currently, chapter 19.


it brought back 2001's memories when i was there together with the family. the book is really great, simple words, easy to understand and make the readers want to go there.


pray hard that i can go back to Baitullah and perform better. insyaallah.

:: anniv - 14m ::

Our 14 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: rawak hari ini ::

1. ketika ini saya sangat la mengantuk, lalu telah menulis masukan blog (blog entry) ini.


2. jika diikutkan, esok adalah hari bekerja separuh hari, tetapi saya telah berazam untuk menjadikannya hari tidak berkerja sepenuh hari.


3. saya adalah tidak sabar untuk jam 6 ptg kerana ingin berjumpa dengan suami yang akan menjemput saya pulang dari kerja.


4. setakat hari ini, saya masih lagi mengamalkan cara pemakanan-menjaga-badan.


5. perkara yang telah diperkenalkan dan dibincangkan sehingga jam 2.30 pg td telah membuatkan saya membuat pemikiran kritis (critical thinking) sehingga menyebabkan terjadinya perkara no.1.

:: cintaku tertinggal di malaysia ::

actually, this is a tag but no one had tagged me. hahha. i just do it because i think my playlist is quite interesting.


1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. NO CHEATING!
5. Tag others


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Friday Night - Lily Allen
tonight it is


WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leavin' - Jesse McCartney
yeah! i'm leavin'


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Matahariku-Agnes Monica


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Bukan Kasehku - Kaer


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The Prayer - Celine Dion & Andrea Bocelli
awww..so sweet


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Cintai Aku - Rossa
so true


WHAT IS 2+2?
Aku Pasti Datang - Bunga Citra Lestari


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Silly Lily - Bunkface
her name not lily btw


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sempurna - Andra & The Backbone
close to..


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens
alhamdulillah


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
From The bottom Of My Broken Heart - Britney Spears
???


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Wanita - Siti Nurhaliza
please don't


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hot n Cold - Katy Perry
this is your favourite right, husband?


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Cinta Terhalang - Bob
married already maa..


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Big Girls Dont Cry - Fergie
err..am i sure bout this?


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Lemah - Dafi
maybe...erm


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Aku dan Dirimu - Ari Lasso & Bunga Citra Lestari
not you la husband, someone else


WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
The Beauty in Ugly - Jason Mraz


WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Lepaskan - The Fabulous Cats


WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Warkah - Bau
which "warkah"?


HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Love Like This - Natasha Beddingfield
insyaAllah


WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Yang Pernah - Estranged
so true


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Terima Kasih Cinta - Afgan


DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
This I Promise You - N'Sync
hahaha


WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne
scared if i just can't do this


IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Munajat Cinta - The Rock


WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
Salahkah- Tompi
sesuai!!!


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Cintaku Tertinggal Di Malaysia - Dewa19


done. the songs definitely "my kind of song", represent me very well.
tagging YOU if any.

:: word of wisdom ::

Jalan yg indah tak selalunya cerah. Pilihan yg datang tak selalunya mudah. Setiap pengorbanan ada kenikmatan, setiap kepahitan ada kemanisan dan setiap kesusahan ada kesenangan. Kehidupan adalah sebuah perjalanan dari satu tempat ke satu tempat. Insan yang berjaya ialah insan yang berani berhijrah, tp kadang-kadang tempat yang dituju tak seindah tempat dahulu. Apa yang akan berlaku hari esok, hanya Allah yang tahu.

Bila kau memandang segalahanya dari Tuhanmu yang mencipta segalanya, yang menimpakan ujian, yg menjadikan hatimu sakit, yg membuatkan keinginanmu terhalang, serta menyusahkan hidupmu, pasti akan damailah hatimu kerana merasakan Allah sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya utk sesuatu yg tidak sia-sia, bukan Dia tidak tahu deritanya hidupmu, retaknya hatimu, tapi mungkin itulah yang Dia mahu kerana Dia tahu hati yang beginilah yang selalunya lebih mudah utk dekat denganNya…

Dalam hidup ini Allah tak sentiasa bagi apa yang kita mahu, tapi sebenarnya Dia bagi apa yang kita perlu untuk bantu kita supaya menjadi hambaNya yang terbaik di Dunia dan di Akhirat.

terima kasih kamu!

:: rasa itu ::

SMS 1
Ms X: ko sihat? bz ke?
Saya : sihat. tak bz sgt


SMS 2
Ms X: ko dok umah mak ko lg ke? husband ko ngajar mana?
Saya : yup, dok umah tu lg la. husband aku ngajar kat **


SMS 3
Ms X: ish jauhnya. tetap kat situ ke? dok jauh2 ni ok ke,ko tak rindu ke?
Saya : wtf? tak pun. syok jek erm, nak buat mcm mana.


saya merasakan soalan itu tak perlu untuk dijawab. apakah? duhhh...apa punya soalan la. saya tak faham kenapa dia perlu bertanya itu.


SEMESTINYA SAYA RINDU.


mungkin dia tak pernah rasa macam mana berjauhan sehingga munculnya soalan itu untuk mendapatkan kepastian tentang bagaimana perasaannya bila berjauhan.


ya, mungkin saya adalah bertuah untuk merasakan perasaan ini.

ps: tempahan optimis telah mula dibuka dan saya telah menerima tempahan saya. ;)

:: movie review : changeling ::

Masa Tayangan: Isnin, 9.30 pm

Tempat: Cineplex, Cineleisure Damansara

Sinopsis:

berdasarkan kisah benar sekita tahun 40'an. seorang wanita yang kehilangan anak lelaki dan berusaha untuk mencari anaknya.

beberapa bulan selepas itu, pihak polis mendakwa anaknya telah dijumpai tetapi wanita tersebut sedar bahawa itu bukanlah anaknya.

dia dituduh gila dan polis cuba untuk menutup kesilapan mereka.

pada masa yang sama, di tempat berlainan seorang lelaki dikenalpasti sebagai penculik kanak-kanak dan pembunuh bersiri.

Komen:

pada mulanya tidak mempunyai apa-apa idea tentang filem tersebut tetapi berjaya berasa seronok sepanjang 2jam 30minit, tak boring walaupun berlatarbelakangkan tahun 40'an.

Kesimpulan:

mendebarkan, tidak membosankan walaupun jalan cerita yang panjang, pelakon first-class.

:: hari ini ::

SAYA..

1) telah mula menjalani kehidupan perkahwinan-jarak-jauh(PJJ) bersama suami saya. haihhh...


2) tahu kehidupan PJJ buat masa ini tidaklah seberapa jika dibandingkan dengan PJJ yang akan dihadapi dalam masa dua minggu akan datang. double haihhh...


3) sedar selepas bercuti paksa rela selama seminggu, pipi saya seakan ditarik ke kiri dan kanan sehingga menyebabkan ia semakin mengembung. triple haihhh...


4) masih ada tujuh hari untuk berada di pejabat ini walaupun sebenarnya lapan hari tetapi biarlah ia menjadi tujuh hari saja, lebih sedap didengar.


PADA KETIKA INI..


1) saya sedang berfikir apakah makanan untuk berbuka puasa hari ini. jika puasa hari ini sukses, lengkaplah sudah nazar saya. insyAllah, alhamdulillah.


2) saya tetap dan sentiasa bersyukur dengan rezeki ini walaupun masih berasa sangat sedih dan sedikit kabur apabila memikirkan tentang apa yang bakal saya hadapi pada masa hadapan kelak.


3) saya masih lagi dan sentiasa akan berdoa agar sesuatu yang lebih baik atau lebih tepat MIRACLE akan berlaku dalam masa seminggu dari sekarang. amin.






cukup untuk hari ini..

pic courtesy of savagechicken.com

:: note for you, my husband ::

i just want you to know that...

because...

but, please remember...

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: keep holding on ::

yesterday, the truth suddenly kicked me. PAIN, HURT. realised that i will have this feeling for the entire year...at least.

i guess, the words are the best for us right now. it really tells us what we should do for the time being. please keep holding on.

pray hard.




credits: here

:: images ::

"The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people."



I AM


I REALLY WANT TO GO

MY FAVOURITE PLACE

MY FAVOURITE THING


MY FAVOURITE DRINK

MY FAVOURITE FOOD

MY FAVOURITE COLOR


I LIVE IN

I WAS BORN IN

MY SCHOOL/COLLEGE

MY FAVOURITE STORY

MY HOBBY

I WISH

ps: i'm tagging no one :)

:: great beginning ::

ALHAMDULILLAH

akhirnya, doa telah dimakbulkan. semoga ini menjadi permulaan yg baik untuk DuaRibuSembilan. kini, teruskan berdoa dan insyaallah, segala dugaan selepas ini dapat diatasi dengan kesabaran.

:: jom boikot!! ::

mungkin saya tidak mempunyai kekuatan, masa atau wang yg byk utk pergi ke sana dan membantu mereka. tetapi mungkin dengan cara ini, ia akan dapat memberikan sedikit sumbangan dalam membantu usaha MEMUSNAHKAN bangsa yang kejam itu walau dengan cara yg perlahan.

satu usaha akan di mulakan bermula esok utk memboikot produk2 tersebut bermula dengan memberhentikan jualan coca-cola di setiap kedai muslim. dipetik dr satu artikel,

"A boycott is the best way for us to protest Zionist cruelty against the Palestinian people as consumers can weaken the economy of countries like Israel and its ally, the U.S.", said Ma'mor Osman, secretary-general of the Malaysian Muslim Consumers Association which is leading the campaign.

saya bernasib baik kerana berpeluang utk mendapatkan info mengenai perkara ini. semoga usaha kita dipermudahkan dan kekejaman ini dapat dihentikan. Amin.

:: 10 muharram ::

thanks to YOU and YOU for the info. sharing is caring.

peristiwa-peristiwa penting yang berlaku pada 10 Muharram:

1. Nabi Adam a.s. bertaubat kepada Allah

2. Nabi Idris a.s. diangkat oleh Allah ke langit

3. Nabi Nuh a.s. diselamatkan Allah keluar dari perahunya sesudah bumi ditenggelami air bah selama 6 bulan

4. Nabi Ibrahim a.s. diselamatkan oleh Allah dari pembakaran Raja Namrud

5. Allah menurunkan kitab Taurat kepada Nabi Musa a.s.

6. Nabi Yusof a.s. dibebaskan dari penjara

7. Penglihatan Nabi Yaakob a.s. yang kabur dipulihkan oleh Allah

8. Nabi Ayub a.s. dipulihkan oleh Allah dari penyakit kulit yang dideritanya

9. Nabi Yunus a.s. selamat keluar dari perut ikan paus setelah berada di dalamnya selama 40 hari 40 malam

10. Laut Merah terbelah dua untuk selamatkan Nabi Musa a.s. dan pengikut-pengikutnya dari tentera Fir’aun

11. Kesalahan Nabi Daud a.s. diampuni Allah

12. Nabi Sulaiman a.s. dikurniakan kerajaan besar oleh Allah

13. Nabi Isa a.s. diangkat ke langit

14. Hari pertama Allah ciptakan alam

15. Hari pertama Allah turunkan hujan

16. Hari pertama Allah turunkan rahmat

17. Allah jadikan Arasy

18. Allah jadikan Luh Mahfuz

19. Allah jadikan malaikat Jibril


empat belas perkara sunat dilakukan pada hari 10 Muharram:

1. Melapangkan masa/belanja anak isteri. Fadilatnya - Allah akan melapangkan hidupnya pada tahun ini

2. Memuliakan fakir miskin. Fadilatnya - Allah akan melapangkannya dalam kubur nanti

3. Menahan marah. Fadilatnya - Di akhirat nanti Allah akan memasukkannya ke dalam golongan yang redha

4. Menunjukkan orang sesat. Fadilatnya - Allah akan memenuhkan cahaya iman dalam hatinya

5. Menyapu/mengusap kepala anak yatim. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengurniakan sepohon pokok di syurga bagi tiap-tiap rambut yang disapunya

6. Bersedekah. Fadilatnya - Allah akan menjauhkannya daripada neraka sekadar jauh seekor gagak terbang tak berhenti-henti dari kecil sehingga ia mati. Diberi pahala seperti bersedekah kepada semua fakir miskin di dunia ini

7. Memelihara kehormatan diri. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengurniakan hidupnya sentiasa diterangi cahaya keimanan

8. Mandi Sunat. Fadilatnya - Tidak sakit (sakit berat) pada tahun itu. Lafaz niat: "Sahaja aku mandi sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala"

9. Bercelak. Fadilatnya - Tidak akan sakit mata pada tahun itu.

10. Membaca Qulhuwallah hingga akhir 1,000X. Fadilatnya - Allah akan memandanginya dengan pandangan rahmah di akhirat nanti

11. Sembahyang sunat empat rakaat. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengampunkan dosanya walau telah berlarutan selama 50 tahun melakukannya. Lafaz niat: "Sahaja aku sembahyang sunat hari Asyura empat rakaat kerana Allah Taala." Pada rakaat pertama dan kedua selepas Fatihah dibaca Qulhuwallah 11X

12. Membaca "has biallahhu wa nik mal wa keel, nikmal maula wa nikmannaseer". Fadilatnya - Tidak mati pada tahun ini

13. Menjamu orang berbuka puasa. Fadhilat - Diberi pahala seperti memberi sekalian orang Islam berbuka puasa

14. Puasa. Niat - "Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala." Fadilat - Diberi pahala seribu kali Haji, seribu kali umrah dan seribu kali syahid dan diharamkannya daripada neraka

:: anniv - 13m ::

Our 13 Months Anniversary

credits: here