:: wordless wednesday ::

:: refleksi ::

terima kasih puan susudalambotol ;). mohon keizinan.

KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan "Kami telah beriman" sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta (Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3)

KENAPA AKU TIDAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216)

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286)

RASA FRUST?

Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yg beriman (Surah Al-Imran ayat 139)

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman!Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan) dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, dimedan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan)serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan) (Surah Al-Imran ayat 200)

Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalansabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45)

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli drpd org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka (Surah At-Taubah ayat 111)

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal (Surah At-Taubah ayat 129)

AKU DAH TAK DAPAT BERTAHAN LAGI!

Dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa drp rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah.

:: law of attraction, Jan-June 2010 ::

"Create a Vision Board .. pictures of what you want to attract ..every day look at it and get into the feeling state of already having acquired these wants."

Alhamdulillah. the quote shows what i had done for the past years of my life. and all great things do happen to me eventho some bad things came into my life but it just makes me stronger day by day. praise to Allah.

the pictures below, it is just the answer for my Vision Board. i wish that my vision board will expand from time to time.InsyaAllah.

January 2010

February 2010

March 2010

May 2010

June 2010

pics source: google image & self collection

quote source: 100 quotes from "The Secret"

:: over & over again ::

if i watch any series or movies that i really love, i will watch it over & over again. sometimes more than 100 times ( ok..exaggerate).

in that series or movies, there will be a particular scenes that really touch my heart.

Love is like the wind. I cant see it, but i can feel it.

a walk to remember: this scene really makes me cry!
how landon really loves jamie and didn't have any idea that jamie is sick.

Landon: [upset] Are you scared?

Jamie: To death... [Landon still looks upset] Lighten up.

Landon: It's not funny.

---

Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.

Landon: Oh baby, that'll never happen... I'll be here.

It's not everyday you find a girl who will flash someone to get you out of detention.

10 things i hate about you: after the paint ball war.
this is when kat starts to like patrick and patrick also likes her.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

:: my birthday ;) ::

:: anniv - 18m ::

Our 18 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: 28th ::

:: anniv - 17m ::

Our 17 Months Anniversary

ps: it is actually my desktop wallpaper at the office's pc. ;)

:: believe it, it is true ::

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: anniv - 16m ::

Our 16 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: anniv - 15m ::

Our 15 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: anniv - 14m ::

Our 14 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: note for you, my husband ::

i just want you to know that...

because...

but, please remember...

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: keep holding on ::

yesterday, the truth suddenly kicked me. PAIN, HURT. realised that i will have this feeling for the entire year...at least.

i guess, the words are the best for us right now. it really tells us what we should do for the time being. please keep holding on.

pray hard.




credits: here

:: anniv - 13m ::

Our 13 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: ma'al hijrah 1430 ::

Doa Akhir Tahun

(Doa akhir tahun dibaca 3 kali pada akhir waktu Asar atau sebelum masuk waktu Maghrib pada akhir bulan Zulhijjah)

Barangsiapa yang membaca doa akhir tahun ini, maka syaitan akan berkata:
"Hampalah kami di sepanjang tahun ini".

Maksudnya:

Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Wahai Tuhan, apa yang telah aku lakukan dalam tahun ini daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau tegah daripada aku melakukannya dan aku belum bertaubat daripadanya. Sedangkan Engkau tidak redha dan tidak melupakannya. Dan aku telah melakukannya di dalam keadaan di mana Engkau berupaya untuk menghukumku, tetapi Engkau mengilhamkanku dengan taubat selepas keberanianku melakukan dosa-dosa itu semuanya. Sesungguhnya aku memohon keampunanMu, maka ampunilah aku. Dan tidaklah aku melakukan yang demikian daripada apa yang Engkau redhainya dan Engkau menjanjikanku dengan pahala atas yang sedemikian itu. Maka aku memohon kepadaMu.

Wahai Tuhan! Wahai yang Maha Pemurah! Wahai Yang Maha Agung dan wahai Yang Maha Mulia agar Engkau menerima taubat itu dariku dan janganlah Engkau menghampakan harapanku kepadaMu Wahai Yang Maha Pemurah. Dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad, ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan mengurniakan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Doa Awal Tahun

(Doa awal tahun dibaca 3 kali selepas Maghrib)

Barangsiapa yang membaca doa awal tahun ini, Insya Allah dirinya akan terpelihara daripada gangguan dan godaan syaitan di sepanjang tahun tersebut.

Maksudnya:

Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Wahai Tuhan, Engkaulah yang kekal abadi, yang qadim. yang awal dan ke atas kelebihanMu yang besar dan kemurahanMu yang melimpah dan ini adalah tahun baru yang telah muncul di hadapan kami. Kami memohon pemeliharaan dariMu di sepanjang tahun ini dari syaitan dan pembantu-pembantuny a dan tentera-tenteranya dan juga pertolongan terhadap diri yang diperintahkan melakukan kejahatan dan usaha yang mendekatkanku kepadaMu Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Agung dan Maha Mulia.

Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha pengasih dari mereka yang mengasihi dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad. Nabi yang ummi dan ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

:: we don't lose it ::

final post for today...

pic courtesy of glasbergen.com

:: because... ::

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

~~ Because You Love Me, Celine Dion ~~

:: anniv - 12m ::

Our 12 Months Anniversary

credits: here

:: terulung ::

as a pre-celebration for tomorrow (alhamdulillah!) and after the blast show that i went last night.. i really think this song suits the best for the day.

Bila bertaut senyuman,

Mata berlirikan,

Memancarkan keluhuran,

Cerah kesederhanaan mu,

Seindah kejujuran mu.

Detik seia sejiwa,

Terungkap setia,

Tiada upaya sepi,

Mata kudup penantianku,

Hadirnya teman sejati.

Melangkah kita menjejak mimpi,

Bahgia berdiri dengan mu di sisi,

Harapan kita meniti hari,

Sentiasa seiring.

Paling agung teman terulung,

Tenunan emas sayap hidup ku,

Tak ingin ku undur bertamu,

Bertakhta teguh,

Ke akhir waktu.

~~ Teman Terulung, Anuar Zain ~~

ps: anyway, this song was also featured in my wedding video. so obvious, right?