:: refleksi ::

terima kasih puan susudalambotol ;). mohon keizinan.

KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan "Kami telah beriman" sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta (Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3)

KENAPA AKU TIDAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216)

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286)

RASA FRUST?

Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yg beriman (Surah Al-Imran ayat 139)

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman!Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan) dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, dimedan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan)serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan) (Surah Al-Imran ayat 200)

Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalansabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45)

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli drpd org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka (Surah At-Taubah ayat 111)

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal (Surah At-Taubah ayat 129)

AKU DAH TAK DAPAT BERTAHAN LAGI!

Dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa drp rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah.

:: pelita ::

it is been a long time since my last post here. there were so many things happened during the absence. i have so many things to write and photos to post..just for the sake of memory.
but, i just HAVE TO share this one, NOW! i love everything about this song especially the lyrics. it is very inspiring. it is just what i need as "my life theme".

Tak pernah sesaat daku meragui
Apa yang telah daku temui selama ini
Tak pernah sesaat daku menyesali
Apa yang telah aku nikmati
Apa ku alami
Selagi hayat dikandung badan

Takkan ku menyerah kalah walau mimpiku musnah
Harapanku hancur sayapku patah
Kan ku pancarkan cahaya seperti pelita
Ke serata dunia yang gelap gelita
Sehingga hembusan nafas yang terakhir

Tak pernah sesaat aku mencurigai
Apa yang telah aku kecapi setakat ini
Tiba saatnya kan ku tangisi
Pada yang pergi takkan kembali
Kembali lagi
Selagi hayat dikandung badan

Takkan ku menyerah kalah walau mimpiku musnah
Harapanku hancur sayapku patah
Kan ku pancarkan cahaya seperti pelita
Ke serata dunia yang gelap gelita
Sehingga hembusan nafas yang terakhir

Selagi jasadku belum terkubur
Selagi tubuhku belum ditimpa uzur
Pantang datuk nenek moyangku berundur

Takkan ku menyerah kalah walau mimpiku musnah
Harapanku hancur sayapku patah
Akan ku pancar cahaya seperti pelita ke seluruh dunia
Akan ku pancar cahaya seperti pelita ke serata dunia
Seperti cahaya

:: photomama workshop ::

Date: 25th July 2010

Location: SNAP, Puchong

thanx to SN for introducing Photomama.

what is Photomama, check this out.

im not a mama yet (soon, Insyaallah), but i really like the way SN tried to help all mommies out there in capturing beautiful photos of their kids. the tutorials was good, easy to understand and the premium subscribers can watch it whenever they like over and over again. but, unfortunately the tutorial videos was discontinued due to piracy problem. :(

here are some photos that i managed to capture during the workshop.

:: colourful strap ::

yeay!! finally, i got my camera straps. thanx to her for the information.

at first, i tried to get it from other crafter, but no reply from her. nevermind.

so, when ida blogged about maya, i quickly email her and booked not one but two designs since all the fabrics in the list are awesome.

i chose the reversible camera strap. the designs are not too girly or feminine coz myMan will also use the camera.

:: law of attraction, Jan-June 2010 ::

"Create a Vision Board .. pictures of what you want to attract ..every day look at it and get into the feeling state of already having acquired these wants."

Alhamdulillah. the quote shows what i had done for the past years of my life. and all great things do happen to me eventho some bad things came into my life but it just makes me stronger day by day. praise to Allah.

the pictures below, it is just the answer for my Vision Board. i wish that my vision board will expand from time to time.InsyaAllah.

January 2010

February 2010

March 2010

May 2010

June 2010

pics source: google image & self collection

quote source: 100 quotes from "The Secret"

:: over & over again ::

if i watch any series or movies that i really love, i will watch it over & over again. sometimes more than 100 times ( ok..exaggerate).

in that series or movies, there will be a particular scenes that really touch my heart.

Love is like the wind. I cant see it, but i can feel it.

a walk to remember: this scene really makes me cry!
how landon really loves jamie and didn't have any idea that jamie is sick.

Landon: [upset] Are you scared?

Jamie: To death... [Landon still looks upset] Lighten up.

Landon: It's not funny.

---

Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.

Landon: Oh baby, that'll never happen... I'll be here.

It's not everyday you find a girl who will flash someone to get you out of detention.

10 things i hate about you: after the paint ball war.
this is when kat starts to like patrick and patrick also likes her.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

:: trip of the year ::

we have been waiting for this trip since early this year.

all the bookings, tickets, hotels and everything were confirmed since april. we didn't know what to expect when we first agreed on this trip. but, we knew that we will get new experience and maybe new interest after the trip.

tawau-semporna

at first, it was only a holiday and we planned to relax our mind, brush up some photography skills and explore new place. but, we gained and got more than what we had ever imagine.

mabul island

mabul island: morning sunrise

mabul island : evening strolling

kapalai island

and here is me & myMan's new interest and we plan to do this more next time if time, money and Insyaallah..more to come. ;)

our first dive : subhanallah and heaven on earth!

:: note from me ::

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak what's in my soul

I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away

For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God

I'd pour my heart out on each page

I'd ask for war to end

and for peace to mend this world

I'd say

I'd say

I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

I'd say please help us find a way

End all the bitterness, put some tenderness

in our hearts

I'd say

I'd say

I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

No

No

We can't do it on our own

So

So

(Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue)

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

No

No

(No) We can't do it on our own

(So)

So

If I wrote a note to God

:: may getaway ::

it was our second destination after this one. when we booked the package during the fair, we didn't realize that it will be my birthday holiday!

we started our journey early in the morning on friday. it was a relax journey since our package only start the next day.


then, the next day we did some shopping and later continue to the real holiday spot. it was awesome. the place is so cool and serene!

lake kenyir spa & resort

:: failure ::

source: whatmakesyoubeautiful

:: my birthday ;) ::

:: new addiction ::

explain the long silence..hihihi

source: everydaypeoplecartoon.com

:: save earth ::

since the state govt had launch the "no plastic bag" promo, me too had joined the crowd. at first, i only use the bag that i got from anywhere or later from ikea but a few weeks ago i decided to get it from thelilcaliph. i just can't stop from clicking all the bags. finally, i stopped with three types of bags. Now i can help save the earth ;).

Envirosax

Flip & Tumble

Baggu Bag

:: nrd plan-week2 ::

my week 2 was not as great as week 1.

it was due to my internal course from wednesday until friday. biasa la, kalau ada course, mesti la ada makan2 yg banyak so, rugi la kalau tak enjoy the food. hahah.

but, monday was good. fasting and my breakfast was egg sandwich with a lot of veges.

tuesday, i just had veges soup for lunch and kebab for dinner.

all in all, i was nothing great to shout out about my week 2. haih.

:: nrd plan-week1 ::

my NRD PLAN - week 1.

monday: puasa. breakfast with kuih and burger. a lot of water. not so healthy tp considered ok sbb puasa kan.

tuesday: breakfast with oatmeal biscuits, lunch with veges and fruits, teatime with popia, dinner with yong tau foo, a lot of water.

wednesday: breakfast with wholemeal sandwich, lunch with fruits, teatime with oatmeal biscuits, dinner with grilled chicken, a lot of water. plus exercise in the evening (tenis, squasy, cycling)

thursday: planned to fast but failed due to stomach ache. lunch with meehoon. dinner with fish n chips plus veges. a lot of water.

friday: breakfast with oatmeal biscuits. lunch with tomyam. dinner with fried squid. a lot of water.

done with my NRD PLAN - week 1. for saturday and sunday, rice is acceptable but in minimum quantity.

:: couple tag ::

1) First time jumpa your hubby bila dan kat mana?

Kat Uni, Melaka. a month after registration. masa tu ada event kat Dataran Bersejarah, Melaka. I was at the table with couple of friends and he came to chat with them. Takde sesi memperkenalkan diri pun. Duduk2 kat situ terus jek menyampuk sembang and the rest was history.

2) Love at first sight?

Nope.we were just friend at that time. He was attracted to my other friend(s). But im cool. Konon2 macam jadi messenger between them. Hahhaha. (he surely gonna kill me if he read this!)

3) Who is he when the first time you met him?

Coursemate yg lebih tua. Sama batch tp dia lagi tua. hahaha . Tp masa tu lebih kepada “close friend yg sedang dlm usaha menolong close friend untuk mendapatkan pasangan idaman”. Siapa yang tolong siapa? Hahahha.

4) How long it takes for him to ask you out for a date?

Erm…lebih kurang 3 months after we met.

5) First place dating?

One of the restaurant kat area hostel.

6) How he proposed?

Proposed utk jadi couple, senang jek. Masa kat restoran tu dia cuma tanya, “nak ke tak nak? Cepat sikit, jap lagi orang ramai2 datang sini kang payah plak”..how was that?

Proposed untuk kawen, tak brp nak ingat. Mutual kot, sebab tetiba jek ajak family dia dtg umah utk beraya and suddenly our family dok discuss pasal nak bertunang.

7) Special date with your hubby?

24^th September 2001 – our first date

4^th November 2006 – the family came and decided to let us engaged

24^th November 2006 – got the ring (risik)

2^nd Decenber 2006 – engagement

7^th December 2007 - solemnisation

*great! i'm getting back my memory.hahhaha (inside joke)*

8) Changes that he asked you to do?

Erm…..jgn cepat sangat mengamuk kot..

9) What is about him that you love so much?

Kami mempunyai minat dan pemikiran yang sama. In other words, chemistry. He has same frequency as mine. So, I don’t have to tell him most of the thing like when im sad, angry, happy etc. He can understand me very well even when I don’t tell him anything yet.

10) What is about him that you wish he would change?

Refer to Q8. Maybe as same as what he want me to do.

11) You will lose your mind and crack your head when he..

Melekat je dengan PSP,aarrgghhh. Tp kalau dia main psp and me melekat dengan internet, tu takpe. Hahah.

12) You will smile through your eyes for the whole day when he..

Smile at me when I open my eyes first thing in the morning. At this moment, this thing only happen during weekend.

13) Complete below sentences, "My love towards my hubby is as big as..

The Universe. Don’t know how to describe it. Maybe as big as his loves towards me, I hope.

ps: sigh.....

:: budak setan ::

i really love reading.

my early days, i always read my sister's novel. malay novels. my secondary years, it was upgraded to english novels and magz. my uni time, it was upgraded again to romance, chic lit and thriller novels and also a a lot of magz.

books are always be my comfort medium when im stressed or bored. i can read the same novels over and over again. if the novels were borrowed from others, i will try to get it myself.

me and my reading habits are inseparable. i can be at the bookstores for hours and leave with at least one book or magz.

but, there was one particular novel that i cannot forget. it was long time ago and i still remember how the storyline and can read it again and again. during that time, i always imagined that one day the novel will become a movie. now, in 2010 my wish has been answered. i can't wait to watch this movie and i'm sure it will be hit!

:: new look ::

happy with the new look. but still having some editing to do. how is it look?

:: nrd plan-begin now! ::

I'm allergic to food. Every time I eat it breaks out into fat. ~Jennifer Greene Duncan

when i bloghop a few days ago, i found a great idea on 'how to manage my diet and lose weight without any particular lose weight product'. the idea started because i want to be healthy and happy with myself.

since i had told everyone about the plan, i guess i have to make it successful, at least for the first one month (i hope for more and more and more...).

so....this monday (5th april 2010), i will start the NRD PLAN with my daily routine together with the daily journal on this blog.

Don't go out of your weigh to please anyone but yourself. ~Author Unknown

:: march getaway ::

me & myMan managed to get a few great deals at recent MATTA FAIR. two days after the event, we went to our first destination. it was a very nice place and really love it! can't wait to go again.

view from our room