:: wordless wednesday ::

:: i want !! ::

a simple walk-in closet


a simple craft and reading corner



finally..... simply a ticket to his concert in malaysia.




source: googleimage.com

:: colourful strap ::

yeay!! finally, i got my camera straps. thanx to her for the information.

at first, i tried to get it from other crafter, but no reply from her. nevermind.

so, when ida blogged about maya, i quickly email her and booked not one but two designs since all the fabrics in the list are awesome.

i chose the reversible camera strap. the designs are not too girly or feminine coz myMan will also use the camera.

:: over & over again ::

if i watch any series or movies that i really love, i will watch it over & over again. sometimes more than 100 times ( ok..exaggerate).

in that series or movies, there will be a particular scenes that really touch my heart.

Love is like the wind. I cant see it, but i can feel it.

a walk to remember: this scene really makes me cry!
how landon really loves jamie and didn't have any idea that jamie is sick.

Landon: [upset] Are you scared?

Jamie: To death... [Landon still looks upset] Lighten up.

Landon: It's not funny.

---

Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.

Landon: Oh baby, that'll never happen... I'll be here.

It's not everyday you find a girl who will flash someone to get you out of detention.

10 things i hate about you: after the paint ball war.
this is when kat starts to like patrick and patrick also likes her.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

:: new addiction ::

explain the long silence..hihihi

source: everydaypeoplecartoon.com

:: save earth ::

since the state govt had launch the "no plastic bag" promo, me too had joined the crowd. at first, i only use the bag that i got from anywhere or later from ikea but a few weeks ago i decided to get it from thelilcaliph. i just can't stop from clicking all the bags. finally, i stopped with three types of bags. Now i can help save the earth ;).

Envirosax

Flip & Tumble

Baggu Bag

:: couple tag ::

1) First time jumpa your hubby bila dan kat mana?

Kat Uni, Melaka. a month after registration. masa tu ada event kat Dataran Bersejarah, Melaka. I was at the table with couple of friends and he came to chat with them. Takde sesi memperkenalkan diri pun. Duduk2 kat situ terus jek menyampuk sembang and the rest was history.

2) Love at first sight?

Nope.we were just friend at that time. He was attracted to my other friend(s). But im cool. Konon2 macam jadi messenger between them. Hahhaha. (he surely gonna kill me if he read this!)

3) Who is he when the first time you met him?

Coursemate yg lebih tua. Sama batch tp dia lagi tua. hahaha . Tp masa tu lebih kepada “close friend yg sedang dlm usaha menolong close friend untuk mendapatkan pasangan idaman”. Siapa yang tolong siapa? Hahahha.

4) How long it takes for him to ask you out for a date?

Erm…lebih kurang 3 months after we met.

5) First place dating?

One of the restaurant kat area hostel.

6) How he proposed?

Proposed utk jadi couple, senang jek. Masa kat restoran tu dia cuma tanya, “nak ke tak nak? Cepat sikit, jap lagi orang ramai2 datang sini kang payah plak”..how was that?

Proposed untuk kawen, tak brp nak ingat. Mutual kot, sebab tetiba jek ajak family dia dtg umah utk beraya and suddenly our family dok discuss pasal nak bertunang.

7) Special date with your hubby?

24^th September 2001 – our first date

4^th November 2006 – the family came and decided to let us engaged

24^th November 2006 – got the ring (risik)

2^nd Decenber 2006 – engagement

7^th December 2007 - solemnisation

*great! i'm getting back my memory.hahhaha (inside joke)*

8) Changes that he asked you to do?

Erm…..jgn cepat sangat mengamuk kot..

9) What is about him that you love so much?

Kami mempunyai minat dan pemikiran yang sama. In other words, chemistry. He has same frequency as mine. So, I don’t have to tell him most of the thing like when im sad, angry, happy etc. He can understand me very well even when I don’t tell him anything yet.

10) What is about him that you wish he would change?

Refer to Q8. Maybe as same as what he want me to do.

11) You will lose your mind and crack your head when he..

Melekat je dengan PSP,aarrgghhh. Tp kalau dia main psp and me melekat dengan internet, tu takpe. Hahah.

12) You will smile through your eyes for the whole day when he..

Smile at me when I open my eyes first thing in the morning. At this moment, this thing only happen during weekend.

13) Complete below sentences, "My love towards my hubby is as big as..

The Universe. Don’t know how to describe it. Maybe as big as his loves towards me, I hope.

ps: sigh.....

:: budak setan ::

i really love reading.

my early days, i always read my sister's novel. malay novels. my secondary years, it was upgraded to english novels and magz. my uni time, it was upgraded again to romance, chic lit and thriller novels and also a a lot of magz.

books are always be my comfort medium when im stressed or bored. i can read the same novels over and over again. if the novels were borrowed from others, i will try to get it myself.

me and my reading habits are inseparable. i can be at the bookstores for hours and leave with at least one book or magz.

but, there was one particular novel that i cannot forget. it was long time ago and i still remember how the storyline and can read it again and again. during that time, i always imagined that one day the novel will become a movie. now, in 2010 my wish has been answered. i can't wait to watch this movie and i'm sure it will be hit!

:: new look ::

happy with the new look. but still having some editing to do. how is it look?

:: experience ::

after almost 2 months, now i'm ready to tell everything behind the scene.


Dec 1, 2009


-bertolak ke sabak bernam jam 5am. berkonvoi with myMan. masuk ofis seperti biasa, cuba menyiapkan kerja sampingan di unit. lebih kurang jam 11.30am, sakit tiba2 di bahagian hadapan kepala. balik ke ofis dan tido. 2 jam kemudian bangun untuk lunch, mula terasa pelik, keliru dan "terlupa". lepas lunch, makan ubat migrain dan tido. sedar dah jam 6pm. cuba utk drive sendiri ke rumah. malam, ke klinik, injection dan tertido di klinik.


Dec 2, 2009


- masih sakit. dpt MC utk 1 hari. myMan sampai jam 11am. terus ke emergency Hospital Sabak. doctor mcm biasa cakap sakit biasa, amik ubat migrain. ptg, tiba-tiba "lupa". alik kajang dan ke az-zahra. injection lagi dan MC 2 hari.


Dec 3, 2009


- masih sakit. cancel untuk ke melaka. ke darusyifa dan semakin sakit. malam ke darusyifa sekali lagi dan "separa hilang ingatan".


Dec 4, 2009


- jam 4.30am, seperti diberitahu, diserang epilepsy untuk kali pertama. jam 7.30am, ke az-zahra. tiada doctor dan dirujuk ke kpj kajang. jam 10.30am, admitted, semakin sakit dan MRI. jam 2pm, X-Ray dan epilepsy kali kedua. on the ambulance to kpj ampang puteri. tak sedar until tgh malam.


Dec 5, 2009


- sedar dan tersangat sakit. can't talk, walk, think or anything. the doctor informed that i had to be in the hospital for 10 days, at least.


Dec 7, 2009


-met the doctor, he explained everything. virus or maybe brain tumor. still can't talk, walk or think properly. had to wait until next check-up.
- happy 2nd anniversary


Dec 9, 2009


- semakin pulih. can walk but still struggle to talk and think properly. 2 injections and 14 pills for every single day.


Dec 14, 2009


- MRI kedua.
- abah's birthday


Dec 15, 2009


- keputusan masih sama. discharged. MC sehingga January 9, 2010 untuk next check-up. masih bergantung dengan ubat, 6 pills every single day without fail.


Jan 9, 2010


- check-up. stop the pills. MC disambung sehingga Januari 31, 2010. next check-up on March 11, 2010. we'll see.


(Dec 15, 2009 to January 31, 2010)


- trip to Ipoh
- berehat dan berpicnic di Port Dickson
- berubat di Pasir Panjang, Port Dickson dan Darusyifa
- bercuti di Cameron Highland
- berterapi ke shopping complex..hahah


all in all, this is really an experience for me. i just want to say thank you Allah for the health, life and love. Alhamdulillah. thank you mak2, abah2, kakak2, adik2, relatives who came and the most important person..abang. ;)

:: great (i'm back) ::

source:everydaypeople.com

:: hiatus ::

01122009 - TBC

:: just try, to be nice ::

Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react


sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses


i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies


if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me


Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way


Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
of the reasons why


We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me


well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from teary eyes
if we just try try try
to open up a can of understanding open up your heart
i'm just planting seeds
cause i believe


We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me


if we could try, just to be nice
that could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
Oh that could be so beautiful to me

ps: my current obesession. been listening to this song since morning.

:: moving out ::

decision has been made.....I'M MOVING OUT! praying for something better.

:: decision ::

confused!

stay in or get out? each option has its own pros and cons.

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

note to me: istikharah please.... ;)

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: teacher's day ::

dedicated to all my friends, who wanted to be an engineer at first (you know who you are) but end up becoming a teacher and teacher-to-soon-to-be-engineers..ermm.. including me. ;)

pic courtesy of googleimage.com

:: name sign ::

You entered: s******* a******
There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 58
There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6

A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7

An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

:: birthday sign ::

found this. quite interesting info.

26 May 1981
Your date of conception was on or about 2 September 1980 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday.
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 5.

Your fortune cookie reads:
If you want the rainbow, you must to put up with the rain. D. Parton

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/5/1981 and ending 1/24/1982.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster.
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 22 Rajab 1401 (1401-7-22).

As of 5/15/2009 8:55:27 PM EDT
You are 27 years old.
You are 336 months old.
You are 1,459 weeks old.
You are 10,216 days old.
You are 245,204 hours old.
You are 14,712,295 minutes old.
You are 882,737,727 seconds old.

Your lucky day is Wednesday.
Your lucky number is 5.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
Your lucky dates are 5th, 14th, 23rd.
Your opposition sign is Sagittarious.
Your opposition number(s) is 3.

There are 11 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 28 candles.

Those 28 candles produce 28 BTUs,
or 7,056 calories of heat (that's only 7.0560 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.20 US ounces of water with that many candles

Your birth flower is LILY

Your birthstone is Emerald

The Mystical properties of Emerald

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.

Your birth tree is

Ash Tree, the Ambition
Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was in its last quarter.

:: denial ::

IZZIE: Can you please... please, just get out? I want to be alone with Denny.
ALEX: Izzie, that’s not Denny.
IZZIE: Shut up.
ALEX: Izz, its not Denny. The minute his heart stopped beating, he stopped being Denny. I know you love him... but he also loved you. And a guy that loves you like that, he doesn't want you to do this to yourself. Because its not Denny, Not any more.
IZZIE: An hour ago he was proposing. And now… and now hes going to the morgue. Isn't that ridiculous? Isn't it the most ridiculous piece of crap you've ever... [starts sobbing, Alex consoles her]

~ losing my religion, season 2,GA~

i watched this particular episode last night. it was the sweetest moment in GA.

nope,it was not when izzie and denny got engaged, it was not when izzie happily ran to meet denny,it was not when izzie so in denial after denny died...

but the most beautiful and sweetest moment was when alex said the words to console izzie and lift her up.

i really love that scene.

on different note, we are always in denial.

pic courtesy of everydaypeoplecartoons.com

:: all full ::

MEREDITH: Just go to sleep.

KATIE: I can't sleep, my head's all full.

MEREDITH: That's called thinking. Go with it.

~ a hard day's night, season 1, GA~

sigh..

that was what i'd been doing for the past few nights, got my head full.